Going Back To College

I would really like to go back to college , as in a full-fleded , 4-year , residential university . I acknowledge that , in order to do so , I would have to perform well on something " lesser " - Community college/" classes "/junior college/night school ~ Night Schoo , Etcetera (NSE) I call it , and I might refer to the full-fleged residential going-after-aB. A. university that I want as " uni " , borrowing an Australian phrase , to differentiate it from NSE .

I never fully did standard college/uni .

I would like to do it now .

Again , I acknowledge that " to prove I deserve it/prepare " I would have to go to NSE first ~ Have I acknowledged that clearly enough now ?

I never got to do proper uni at the standard ~ 18-isg ` age , not really , and not even " a little laTER " (27 OR SO) EITHER :-( .

if I DIE WITHOUT HAVING DONE IT , I WILL DIE CRYING :-( .

kEV HAS INDICATED THAT , AT ONE TIME IN HIS Nashville YEARS , HE WENT TO A COLLEGE FOR A WHILE , IN PART TO GET AWAY FROM BEING HOMELESS ~ which , GRANTED , WOULD ALSO BE A REASON FOR ME !!!

kEV HAS INDICATED THAT HE EVENTUALLY LOST HUIS AID/ACHIOLARSHIP , AND WAS THROWN OUT , AND I GUESS NEVER TRIED It AGAIN ~ wAS THATWHEN HE WAS " GOING TO COLLEGE - BEING IMAGINATIVE ABOUTGETTING FOOD " ?

  wAS THAT WHERE HE PICKED UP A MISDEMEANOR ?

  I , MYSELF , HAVE INFRACTION/SRONGER MISDEMEANOR TIME ~ jAIL TIME , AS I SAID , THOUGH I THINK , TECHNICALLY , I MAY HAVE BEEN BEING HELD , NOT SENTENCED , FORMALLY WASN'T SENTENCED TO JAIL .

[oKAY ~ I SEE THAT I HAVE MIS-CAPITALIZED THIS . tHE THING IS , I AM NOT A TRAINED TYPIST , SOMETIMES I KEEP THE CAPITALS SHIFT ON WHEN I AM TYPING & LOOKING AT THE KEYBOARD .

  I DON'T LIKE GOING BACK AND ERASING AND RE-TYPINTG , I HAVE VERY LIM ITED COMUTER TIME .

  sO , I WILL LEAVE THE CAPITALIZED PART STILL CAPITALIZED , IT WASN'T INTENDED , AND I WANT TO GET(Okay , miscapitalized again .) this post up , at least to open the subject .]